Self-justification—we all do it. Being wrong scares us; we ignore blatant evidence when it conflicts with beliefs but cite fragments of ambiguous information when it supports. Five traffic tickets and a few accidents doesn’t shake our conviction of superior driving skills—yet we readily point to the inferior maneuvers of a reckless idiot. Several failed relationships doesn’t give us pause to consider personal deficits but a flimsy long-distance relationship testifies as irrefutable evidence of our lovability. We are biased, making the fundamental attribution error, hopelessly driven by emotion, and blinded by self-importance. We feel, we interpret, and then get sucked into an emotional black hole of stupidity, refusing logic, and rejecting correction—because it’s not our fault.
Once we hold an image of self, we overlook opposing evidence. Thought, especially about personal traits, is always skewed by biases. We skim over obvious shortcomings while actively seeking obscure evidence to disprove the blatant. When beliefs are challenged, we feel discomfort because the foundations we use to predict futures is shaken.
We can take a deeper look at the belief or discredit the contradictory information—an articulable reason to discredit soothes the discomfort. Our mental gyrations aren’t an exact science. Explainable reasons for events aren’t obvious. Most happenings are a freak combination of many causes.
A failed marriage isn’t because we lied, or even cheated, but a bundle of subtle and not so subtle contributing causes. By rationalizing responsibility, solely pointing an accusing finger to outside sources, we shift culpability, freeing ourselves from guilt and limiting perceptive control over our lives. However, by accepting responsibility for the relationship troubles, we are more likely to discover effective actions we could take to keep the romance burning.
Faulty Thoughts Inhibit Growth
We become the obstacle to improvement when we constrain helpful information, limiting ourselves only to pleasant evidence. We are sucked into the emotional pleasing vortex.
Others and the Emotional Black Hole of Selfishness
It’s not all our fault, of course. Others play a role; we don’t exist on an isolated island. We live together with others and their actions trigger feelings—pleasant and unpleasant. We can acknowledge their involvement in our experience. The thinking error that impedes is when we blame others as the sole cause of our pain. With this limiting view, others frustrate our plans when they don’t cooperate with our narrowly conceived ideals; we forget our goals are not their goals. Circumstances and others don’t march to our beat. They shouldn’t have to.
Others have their own passions, goals and hopes—that sometime match ours; but sometimes don’t. An intimate partner should be supportive but not at the cost of their autonomy as an individual. In healthy relationships, the individual’s life exists in parallel with their partner’s life, sometimes in unison, sometimes in toleration, other times through negotiated agreements. This is a tall order for the emotionally immature not fully aware of the dynamics of a relationship. When differences spark discomfort, we must look a little deeper, not blindly sucked into the immediate emotional reaction.
We can’t fill our never ending needs through denying partners autonomy. This is a heinous emotional black hole.
Partner Autonomy
Is our partner selfish, or are we expressing selfishness, expecting our partner to be a puppet to our emotions? Finding a partner’s character flaws is simple—all partners have a few (many). If we habitually blame, finding a cause from the obvious collection of faults is easy. Blaming allows us to side step the dynamics and complexity of getting along, and relieving guilt with a default cause—the partner’s annoying imperfectness.
When our ego demands bolstering by pointing to a partner’s flaw, we doom our relationship. The blamed partner eventually tires of being the villain and responds protectively by being timid or defensive. Unless we challenge the powerful pull of misguided emotions, the faulty expectations on partners to please our chaotic emotions and bitter accusations, will destroy closeness, magnifying issues, spiking insecurities, and ruining lives. Pointing out flaws doesn’t work. This path never fulfills our emptiness. Externalizing our inability to feel secure is an emotional black hole.
Instead of building a relationship, the focus is transforming a partner to not trigger feeling. This is an emotional black hole. It doesn’t work. Partner’s recoil from others exploiting their insufficiency; they respond defensively, returning bitter attacks or protectively closing their hearts. We don’t display emotional intelligence with poorly worded, poorly timed advice. Mercilessly attacking character hurts needs to stop.
Next heated encounter, when you feel yourself being pulled into the gravitational influence of an emotional black hole, slow down, recognize this trap, identify the urge to blame, and raise a warning flag and call time out. As we acquaint ourselves to our emotional vulnerabilities, the moments of discomfort are not emotional black holes of disaster, sucking us into destructive behaviors but portals to deeper insights, exposing personal traits and patterns in need of examination and adjustment.
