Frightened By Emotion

Nature gifted us the ability to share emotions. Through multiple regions of our brain, we observe others, examine facial expressions, sounds and accompanying environments. We gather the data and make predictions about their experience, exciting our own neural networks, often firing neurons in concert with theirs—we share emotions. However, emotion is not equally accepted by all. For some, they are frightened by emotion. Experiences loaded with emotion is overwhelming and they flee.

We can be sad when we observe the sadness of a lover, resonating with their experience. We can feel the pangs of grief with a friend, even though the loss is not our own. Utilizing this incredible gift creates a connection. Biologically programmed with the hardware to share emotion, we can attune to others. Like all evolved system, there are a few bugs in the system, glitches that potentially damage attachment and spike feelings with intoxicants that blur visions and unsteady gaits.

Childhood  and Emotions

Sharing emotions often drive us towards connection but for some, the emotionally aloof, the powerful emotions overwhelm. Childhood introduces youngsters to feelings—the pangs of want, desire and hurt. Children first experience emotion in their homes. These children experience emotions as frightening.

​Parents model feelings, give definition, and teach reaction. Many parents gently expose their children to the rich world of feeling, delighting in the aliveness while other parents crush a child’s developing sensitivities, confusing the babe and bewildering the juvenile with adult chaos. Love is mixed with tensions, kindness blended with requirements, and hate covered with smiles.

Biological hardware that recognizes emotion has notable flaws. Complexity confuses our blessed ability to read and respond to emotion. Many of these children hopelessly falter in adult relationships; emotionally undeveloped, they blindly react to others’ emotions, hoping for connection, but remain awkwardly untrained in the complexities of connection. As adults, these children remain frightened by emotion, and experience anxiety in intimacy.

Mindful of Our Own Emotions First

To effectively connect with the emotions of others, we first must have a grasp on the emotions bubbling within ourselves. If we can comfortably work through our own emotions, soothing, accepting, and directing, we then can share emotions with others. When our emotions overwhelm, other’s emotions will also bewilder. We feel discomfort and seek escape. Momentary feelings of compassion for the pain of another quickly dissipates, replaced by frustration when we have no capacity to regulate emotional upheaval.

We can’t offer connectedness when all we know is detachment.  

“When personal emotions overwhelm, other’s emotions will also bewilder.”  ~T. Franklin Murphy

Compassionate Response to Other’s Emotions

Instead of being frightened by emotion, in compassion, we respond with warmth and strength. We comfort those that hurt. We wrap them in our arms, sharing the experience. And importantly, we feel their sadness and provide support during grief. Our compassionate behaviors validate the emotional experience of others.

This is difficult for those lacking emotional maturity. Sharing a discomforting emotion may intrude on comfort and security. Those in emotional turmoil are often unable to immediately respond, attending to our personal needs of belonging.

“If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.”

~Dalai Lama

Frightened By Emotion

For the emotional immature, after providing superficial support, the discomforting emotion frustrates. The emotionally shallow seek escape if they are unable to quickly mollify someone else’s disrupting emotion. Almost in a panic, the demon inside screams, “I don’t know how to make you feel better!”

I’ve been here. Emotions scare the hell out of me. My first response to other’s expressions of emotions is to jump in and save them. Burnt into my soul is this automatic reaction to an underlying belief that discomforting emotions are bad. They are not.

Solving an emotion that doesn’t need to be solved is problematic. We poke the sore wound with our impatience. “You choose to be sad,” we quickly condemn. We condemn, not to help, but to soothe our own discomfort. We need escape.

Co-Dependent Responses to Other’s Emotions

In co-dependency, the response is different. The co-dependent take responsibility for the emotion. They feel driven to resolve and cure the sufferer. Accordingly, they feel guilty when others suffer. They place their liveliness on hold and seek to answer the unanswerable. Consequently, they fear that a partner’s sorrow or anger will deepen the distance between them and their partner.

The co-dependent seeks happiness by attempting to force important others to be happy. Their fears of rejection pull them into the dance of everybody’s drama, smiling, solving, and rescuing.

See Shared Emotions for more on this topic

“Make no judgements where you have no compassion.”

​~Anne McCaffrey

The Blurred Line Between Compassion and Codependence

The line between compassionate empathy and demanding codependency is complex. Both involve connections and boundaries.

Our active minds constantly strain to define the line between ourselves and others. We don’t neatly fall into one camp or the other. We typically partake in blessings and curses from both healthy and unhealthy reactions to emotions.

Healthy relationships require mindful investigation, slowly moving back and forth to find a comfortable and healthy line, learning how to comfortably share a partner’s emotion without them suckering us into taking the responsibility to cure it.

The Narcissist and Other’s Emotions​

The narcissist moves the line refusing to feel the emotions at all—counter-dependency. He (or she) is completely indifferent to other’s feelings, as long as they serve the narcissist’s interest. The sadness of a partner becomes an exploitable opportunity for the pathological narcissist. He (or she) gladly provokes guilt, anger and self-hatred when it serves their needs.

The labyrinth of connection will always stymie those unfamiliar with the complexities. Poverty of connection in childhood is not a death sentence. We can develop skills of closeness in adulthood instead of being frightened by emotion we can experience the richness of emotion. With help from others, we can surround ourselves with emotionally intelligent friends and role models. Perhaps this takes time, not an overnight miracle, but with patience, we grow, learning to process our emotions and the emotions of others with kindness. This gift we have been given through evolution can be coupled with an equally important gift of learning. We, as we emotionally mature, can turn towards our children, giving them them blessing, our childhood deprived us of. Our interactions with our children will help them befriend their emotions.

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